2 kids pretending to be grown-ups...

I feel like I have a lot on my mind so, we will see where this blog goes...It is Saturday morning and I have nothing to do. Well, there is lots I could be doing but, nothing pressing so, I am enjoying a Saturday morning for the first time in who knows how long it has actually been...

I took my last final yesterday and it is so nice to have a break from school. It is so fulfilling knowing that I only have 6 months left of my undergrad.

Lately, I feel as though it has just been thrown in my face how lucky I am. It seems like everywhere I turn everyone has it worse off than me. Now, I am not trying to sound like a snot or anything like that. But, at times when you are surrounded by people who have much larger struggles than you are having, it makes you realize how lucky you truly are. And I that is how I am feeling. GRATEFUL, grateful for a wondeful husband, a smart husband, a good family, a good job, good health, the knowledge of the gospel, good mental health, etc. Ryan and I have been talking about some of the decisions that people have made in their lives and the way they live their lives and it is sad. It is heartbreaking to watch people suffer and to try to get up back on top but, just dont quite get it. And it is hard to watch when it is people you know and love but, knowing that they HAVE to do it on their OWN. But, I guess we just move on and take our lessons and go. I guess it just shows how well thought out decisions effects everyone either negatively or positively.